...the journey of my thoughts...

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.sometimes, my mind would just travel to all the places I'd like to go. My mind..your mind..our minds....hold the most powerful FREEDOM on earth...so be free.....sour..explore...and tell the whole world your story....and this is where i write the story of my mind's journey.....

A Blurry Vision

Is this an irony? Because where i am right now is the complete opposite of my plans...


Five years ago, I can still remember the dream of a girl who wants to reach the stars in the heaven through her chosen field. It was a clear vision for her, she wants to write and broadcast those that she had written and show to the world how good she was. It was five years ago.


She wants to escape in the way that her blood is taking her.


She finished a four year of battling whether to follow her mind or heart. But in the middle of that four-year, a realization struck her...that reality says, she will never reach her dream because it's not for her....but it's too late to back off...so, she tried to focus again in her vision, tightly holding that small hope of reaching it....finally, the battle ended and yet, she hasn't made up her mind...the clear vision now became a blurry one....blur with confusions, fear, impossibilities, and lost of hope....


Until one, day, that girl just woke up admitting that she doesn't have a place in the world that she wanted...but still hoping that one day...that world would offer her a place to showcase what she really got....




Despite all this, life must go on for her....so where she is right now, is the road she she refused to take years ago...but, she's happy...but her dreams are still alive....she will never give up...just waiting for the doors that will open....









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